Tuesday, December 21, 2004

i'm backkkk... again!

This time, back from Japan. F**k. This means its really really time for me to settle down n stop leadin my life like a dog/ carpet/ anything w/o a life.

Japan is damn SHIOK!!!! though extremely expensive in terms of spending, it has GREAT weather n scenery n stuff! Everything, even their road signs, r so nice looking and attractive.

Neoprint taken in Japan


More pics in yahoo! photos.


Sigh. I so much wan time to stop RIGHT NOW! why cant it!! I feel so useless like a bum. No job, super lazy, and no short term plans of education. all my friends seem to know what they want to do, or at least have com to terms with the fact that we are all adults and have to work to the next 45 years of ou lives. Except for me. Clara's leaving for Curtin next Jan. Yy's having all the freat jobs like being an endorser n columnist for Maxim and freelance designer n famous blogger. Sharon's still a happy student. Polymates like Tiff n Eva are all in MediaCorp. The guys are all carefree and worry-free in NS.

WHAT SHOULD I DO???? I dun wanna be stuck in an office cubicle for the next 45years of my life!! I wanna be a student, a child forever!!! I'm a useless bum. I'm a Loser. Loser. Loser!!!

The thought of my future scares me.

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