Tuesday, June 12, 2007

he loves me..he loves me not..

I want to have happy, hopeful entries too. But no exciting, cute or happy thoughts filled my mind lately. And like knott said, i am not normal-emotional, i am superlyduperlyuberly sensitive, emotional & paranoid.

Most humans won't be able to tolerate my never-ending complaints, questions of fear & constant blabbering of nonsensically hurting & sarcastic (though never intentional) emotional expression. So i need an outlet. And this is it.

Go away if you cant stand my whiny & self-victimising posts. ROARrrr!

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don't know what i'm doing.
don't know who and what to believe.
can't let go, yet don't want to hold on.

i can't forget, can't forgive
can't pretend, can't act anymore
yet i struggle to get out of it.

i'm not me. i am what is made of me. how do I get me back? Or should i remain where i am?

does he love me? not?

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