"The hardest part of being in a relationship is having the feeling that the guy you love more than life itself doesn't care about you as much as you hoped he would. You sit up every night and cry, worrying that it won't last much longer. You tread into the relationship cautiously, yet aimlessly wondering what can be done, how much is ok, what more can you do. You know nothing about him deep inside, and so you do everything you can to hold on to what you superficially have and nothing ever seems to be enough. Yet, despite all that, the relationship still goes the way he wants it."

If you don't feel for it, good for you. And good luck to you.

If you haven't learnt from it, its still not too late.

Being loved is better than loving, of course, treasure the feeling of being loved, and appreciate it.