to do list

i need to...

1. exercise


2. live a more active & motivated life


3. find my purpose


4. detox my life


5. be happier with my job


6. eat healthier


7. keep my my hair long


8. stop whining


9. stop my habit of spending on impulse


10. stop overstressing


11. re-deco my room


12. stop being a hoarder


13. save more, more and more


14. stop being so damn vain

I MUST, I MUST.

So many things to do, so little time.

Speaking of saving money, it suddenly made me realise the feeling of scrimping & saving for something is actually quite shiok. The need to suffer & sacrifice in order to get something you want, actually makes you happier when you get closer & finally reaches your goal.

I used to spend mindlessly, without caring for whether or not I need that thing, or if the money is well spent, or the consequences of running dry one day. Because money came easy & timely & consistently, I spent & spent, on things that I never use, or threw away when I last cleared my wardrobe.

UNTIL NOW (that I'm working a 9.30am - 7pm office job... -_-). My actions of the past caused this cash-drought in my life. And so I had no choice but forgo my slightly-more frivolous (no, not IT Girl, or atas kind) lifestyle of the past. Sighhh.

Initially it was kind of hard. But now, I actually feel that spending is more meaningful. Not spending on every single thing, makes that things that you actually spend on more meaningful.