urgh.

It's perfectly fine nobody listens to my whining and complaints. That's why i have this blog.

This is MY blog, so I can whine & complain ALL I WANT.

You don't wanna entertain my whining? Den its not too late to go away NOW! If you decide to read on, DON'T tell me I'm whiney. DON'T tell me i'm crazy. I think what I want, OK? THANKYOUVERYMUCH.

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I feel lousy. I'm sad that I have to remain a normal person floating around in life, with no goals, no aims, no talents, no abilities.

They tell me I'm smart. But how so?! Where is my smartness when it comes to work? Am I not doing well at work because I'm lazy & unmotivated? Or very simply because I'm not good enough?

What am I destined to be? What kind of job should I be doing? Until now, I still cannot accept the fact that THIS, what I have now, is what my life is going to be until I retire.

They say I'm pretty. But how so? How do I compare with the millions of other pretty girls out there?? I can't.

I WANT TO BE SUPER DUPER PRETTY!!!

I need 2 more inches on my boobs, 3 inches off my ass.
A perkier butt, toner limbs & tighter stomach.
Higher nose, deeper eyes and symmetrical face.
Smoother, thicker hair and softer glowing skin.

'There are no ugly people, only poor people.'

ahhhhhhhh!!!

I NEED MONEY MONEY MONEY~~!!! No good job, where got money?

Am I really destined to be average in life? Average looks, average job, average family. Average life.

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