pain.

"The pain of the body is often bearable.
Not so is the pain of the heart."

And the worst kind is those that hurt from inside out, both ways all through and through.

The kind where thousands and millions of little spears, thorns & arrows explode from the deepest corner of your heart at every beat of it.

As your heart slowly turns into powder, and still working its best to pump blood through your body so you don't die, these thorns travel through your blood stream , and all the way to your fingers & toes, piercing & drilling through your bones till your limbs feel cold & lifeless, your torso weak and broken.

Pain that no amount of crying makes it better, that is immuned to all painkillers. Pain that makes you sob too hard and vomit.

Pain that hurts, mentally and physically.

That's the worst.

I'd rather relive my Thailand accident, anytime.