Does God love me?

Nothing seems to be going right for me now.

1. I detest my job.
2. I have no aim in life. Where am I moving towards?
3. I have no bf by my side to sayang me, to pamper me.
4. Heck, I have nobody by my side. Parents don't count cuz whining to them will worry them.
4. I don't know what I want
5. I feel lousy about myself. Not good enough, not pretty enough, not enough
6. I don't know how to make my life better
7. Nobody can help me, and I don't know how to help myself.
8. I really dislike my job.

Should I just be wilful and quit my job now?

Sigh.